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My life is going down hill right now. If it's not one thing it's another.. and before you continue I'll just let you know this post is gonna talk about Supernatural things, evil things, demons.things some ppl may not believe in, things ppl may not like, but it's the truth, and I'm living it.

I seriously don't know what to do right now... ok let me start from the beginning. Shit, I don't even know where the beginning starts myself. I'm completely lost as to whats going on.
So I guess, I can start with my dreams. Dreams about sex constantly. Sex with ppl i'm not remotely interested in, sex with men, and women, ppl that I'm not even in contact with on a regular basis. People that don't even cross my mind, then there are those countless nights of sleep paralysis. I don't know if you guys know what it is, but it's not fun. You're literally sleep and awake at the same time, but unable to move, unable to scream, and a horrid feeling of dread falls upon you b/c something is there.

My friends spent the night at my house the night before last. My bestfriend is very spiritual, very GOD fearing and she stands strong on her face. I got to telling her about how I can't sleep during the night and I wake up repeatedly throughout the night..she told me that was a form of withcraft, and that 3:00am was the devils hour, the wishing hour..

Now please understand, I'm not the religious type, I'm not some kind of spiritual fanatic that thinks the end of the world is coming and everyone is gonna catch a fire, that's not me, but I know what I feel. My bestfriend woke up at 3:00am just an hour after we had been to sleep and said "Modia, somebody is walking across your room," funny thing is, my other best friend was lying on the floor. So I got up and at that moment out of the blue I responded "I feel something about to enter me" didn't know where this came from b/c I never knew when something like this was bout to happen, but when I said it... I felt it, and I went into a bout of "sleep paralysis" that I've never encountered before. Long story short the next day I went to see a psychic to find out what was after me..

What she told me afterwards I was not prepared for, I'm disturbed by, but I accept, and I'm working to get rid of this..

I am not possessed. But I am being followed by a sex demon. Incubus.

It all makes too much sense, she was too specific with the identification of this entity and things that had happened in my life.. way too specific.

If you know a priest, someone that can help me, if you are a praying soul then I need you. Really I do. I don't know the next time I'll post, or comment or even log on here, but please don't forget about me and what I need of you.

To my sista Val.. Please, get in contact with me asap. I'm afraid.