Love Chronicles: You Don't Have To Lie to Kick It

But that's exactly what you're doing and Mr. Yessir believe me when I say that I do NOT under any circumstances do liars! I told you from jump that I was gonna be completely honest with you, and not hide anything because that's not my character. And for you to lie to me about something as simple as you going to college... oh buddy, that's trifling. You lying to me about your educational status tells me two things 1) You like to take the easy way out and 2) You must feel like what you have already is not enough for me, so u make up lies to try to make it enough.. That is not cool. If what you have is not enough and you are not content with you, then you need to correct that for you and your child. Don't sit here and make up some shit because you want to impress me. Not only am I not impressed with your lies I'm turned completely the fuck off!

You sir are twenty-damn six years old. You need to grow the hell up. Ugh, I'm disgusted....

Where are all the REAL men? I'm tired of the posers, and the liars, the super intelligent but incredibly dumb brothas, the bitch made niggas that pop off more than bitches, the "man I'm still blaming the government for my tired ass" guys, the "bitches aint shit, fuck romance" niggas, the "I'm a ladies man... an all loving, can't limit myself to one lady" man. I'm tired of the "school aint for me, I wanna be a rapper" type dude, sick of the "God is number one in my life, so have a cup of religion and then lets fuck" hypocritical ass dudes. So sick of the "I don't date black women cuz they have attitudes" cop out brothas and just straight FED THE FUCK UP WITH MAMA'S BOYS!

I just want a man that will at least try to understand me, recognize that it's the little things that matter the most, like a kiss on the forehead, random walks around the neighborhood, a well planned dinner at home... flushing the toilet... you know simple shit! Ugh! Where are the men that can respect the fact that I have goals? The men that can understand the reason for my independence? The men who realize that I'm tough because I've never had a REAL MAN in my life to protect me from lifes dangers. The men who want to be my knight! Who says "You want to be married by the time ur 25? Well lets set a date for April 14, 2015 and we can say our vows at 11:59"..... At 19, I should be at the PRIME of my dating career! I should love it, love flirting, love giving out my number, and love smiling in a mans face... but foreal. I don't want to even think about a guy approaching me.... Sad to say, but really now when guys flirt, I give them much attitude and the "nigga I don't wanna hear it" tone, because I've just ran into entirely too many trifling ass guys. And I really don't wanna be a bitter old bitch. But I'm just sooo tired of meeting trash...

Where is the justice in love???