My life is going down hill right now. If it's not one thing it's another.. and before you continue I'll just let you know this post is gonna talk about Supernatural things, evil things, demons.things some ppl may not believe in, things ppl may not like, but it's the truth, and I'm living it.
I seriously don't know what to do right now... ok let me start from the beginning. Shit, I don't even know where the beginning starts myself. I'm completely lost as to whats going on.
So I guess, I can start with my dreams. Dreams about sex constantly. Sex with ppl i'm not remotely interested in, sex with men, and women, ppl that I'm not even in contact with on a regular basis. People that don't even cross my mind, then there are those countless nights of sleep paralysis. I don't know if you guys know what it is, but it's not fun. You're literally sleep and awake at the same time, but unable to move, unable to scream, and a horrid feeling of dread falls upon you b/c something is there.
My friends spent the night at my house the night before last. My bestfriend is very spiritual, very GOD fearing and she stands strong on her face. I got to telling her about how I can't sleep during the night and I wake up repeatedly throughout the night..she told me that was a form of withcraft, and that 3:00am was the devils hour, the wishing hour..
Now please understand, I'm not the religious type, I'm not some kind of spiritual fanatic that thinks the end of the world is coming and everyone is gonna catch a fire, that's not me, but I know what I feel. My bestfriend woke up at 3:00am just an hour after we had been to sleep and said "Modia, somebody is walking across your room," funny thing is, my other best friend was lying on the floor. So I got up and at that moment out of the blue I responded "I feel something about to enter me" didn't know where this came from b/c I never knew when something like this was bout to happen, but when I said it... I felt it, and I went into a bout of "sleep paralysis" that I've never encountered before. Long story short the next day I went to see a psychic to find out what was after me..
What she told me afterwards I was not prepared for, I'm disturbed by, but I accept, and I'm working to get rid of this..
I am not possessed. But I am being followed by a sex demon. Incubus.
It all makes too much sense, she was too specific with the identification of this entity and things that had happened in my life.. way too specific.
If you know a priest, someone that can help me, if you are a praying soul then I need you. Really I do. I don't know the next time I'll post, or comment or even log on here, but please don't forget about me and what I need of you.
To my sista Val.. Please, get in contact with me asap. I'm afraid.
Romance is something that no Aries can live without and the same goes for an Aries woman also. However, for her, not getting on without romance is not same as not being able to live without a man. In her heart, she will always be yearning for that someone special, thinking about him in the monsoon and that will be her idea of romance. She doesn't need a real man for it. Aries female is the one who will do anything and everything herself, without needing any male help. One of her basic personality traits is total confidence in her abilities.
She has to lead, to be the first one to do anything. At times, her independence does not go well with the male ego. However, an Aries girl never wants a puppy for a lover or a husband. She seeks a man, but not the one who constantly chases her. The best way to woo her is to throw subtle hints, be a little detached and keep her wondering. Give her the impression that you can resist her charms and she will come rushing to you, to prove that she's desirable. Aries women will never have to yearn for male attention.
They always get plenty of it, but inside they will be waiting for the one they cannot have. An Aries woman can survive even the toughest of circumstances alone and has the ability to come back even after the most gruesome tragedies. She can play the role of a female perfectly and, at the same time, can do everything that a man can do. If you have managed to subdue her aggressive drive, you will be treated to a woman who is full of optimism and has such faith in future that can uplift your mood also.
An Aries female does not like flattery. You should be sincere while complimenting her. Over-sweetness and too much closeness can make her run away, but she doesn't want you to be too detached also. You'll have to maintain that delicate balance and still keep the romance alive. Once she has committed to you, she will be extremely sentimental and very loyal. Don't dominate an Aries female and don't let her dominate you. Either of the extremes, she will not be able to tolerate. Give her reasons to be proud of you, but do not forget to praise her for her talent too. Her expectations are too high, but she will also give you double in return.
She is very possessive and love is something she can never share. She can be very jealous even at the slightest of suspicion. In case you have a female secretary, it is better to bid her good bye right now. If an Aries girl gets hurt, she will become as cold as the ice in your fridge and this behavior may last an entire lifetime. She is generous to the faults of her loved ones and it is better not to criticize them in front of her. On the other hand, if you are good to her, she will be extremely kind, tender, loyal and supportive.
You will get plenty of reasons to be jealous when you are with an Aries female, since she is more comfortable with men than women. However, don't be suspicious of her, she would be really hurt. She is possessive, but she doesn't like to be possessed. She wants her freedom and your complete trust. Remember, if she's committed to you, you have no reasons to doubt her loyalty and sincerity. An Aries woman is much too truthful to be involved with two people at the same time. She will first break up the relationship that is not working.
She is extremely passionate and believes in forever-lasting relationships. Though, this leaves her disillusioned many a times. She will never play games with you and is incapable of deceit. An Aries girl is nothing if not simple, innocent and very emotional. Maximum chances are that she will continue her career even after marriage. She loves challenges and believes in miracles. Though it sounds a little freaky, but miracles do happen in her case. Just like a typical Aries, she never learns from her mistakes and is likely to fall in the same hole again.
For her love means sharing and that means sharing everything, right from her emotions and checkbook to your bank account. Always respect an Aries woman and never try to dampen her zeal, or she will be hurt. Though she tries to show that she is very strong, she is as innocent and as vulnerable as a baby. Be there to comfort her when she runs up to you after being disappointed with the world. If you stand up to her when she comes to you like this, you will never ever lose her. An Aries female will never forgive you if you fail to fight for her.
In return, she will always be there with you, even if she has to go against the whole world. She is not the one to feign illness, but if she is really ill, be there to care for her. She is quite extravagant and giving her the debit cards will mean an empty bank account. She will be a caring mother, who makes no unnecessary fuss and sparks children's imagination. An Aries girl has a bad temper, but it will go away as quickly as it came and leave no grudges behind. She is a complete woman, who gets hurt easily and is totally innocent. Though she is a little impulsive and bossy, she will give you complete security, fight against the world for you and be yours forever!
