Love Chronicles: Que Dawg or Omega Man

Oh Mr. Que Psi Phi....
Age: 20
Occupation: Full time student/football player
Sign: Aries (lot in common)
Occasional chiefer, no kids, nice guy, fun to be around, and he lays pipe..... too good. *bless him*
I aint gonna front.. I'm digging this guy, he is definitely a leader, the fact that he plays ball says that he's a team player.. but is he a team PLAYER?? Like.. I know I gotta trust him one day, but he is a starting player on the football team.. AND a Neophyte in his frat.. and though I'm not greek, I do know that ppl tend to get real loose after they cross and with the name NASTY QUE DAWG to live up to, I'm not sure I'm ready to pull out the doggy bowls and shit just yet. While he hasn't given me a reason not to trust him, he hasn't given me a reason to want to love him with everything I've got either. True enough I show him lots of affection (maybe too much seeing that we're just friends) but I honestly don't wanna stop. This guy is the biz, and I honestly haven't felt this way about a man since *sigh* the jail bird.. who by the way will be featured (again) in an upcoming Love Chronicles. But you can't tell a man that you're digging them w/o them thinking you're bat shit or becoming attached and blah blah blah.. so I'll keep it to myself.

So far I've expressed my "interest" in him, but what I haven't said is "you make me look fwd to possibilities"... Because I'm afraid he may think it's much.. and though I'm basically saying "i like u" I can't just say "I like you" because I'm a writer and it's my job to make shit sound better than what it really is. DUH! smh. I am infatuated with this guy. I won't deny it, yes I wished he felt the same way, but no I don't expect him too, I'm perfectly fine with it if he doesn't. It's unrealistic to expect every guy I show an emotion for to reciprocate, doesn't make sense, doesn't have to. It's unfortunate though because as said previously he def has some boyfriend potential my main concern is whether or not he's caught up with being a Que Dawg or Omega Man because there is a huge difference (even though when he licks out his tongue I be ready to cum on the spot.. lawd have mercy, I'm a sinner). Dawgs are just that.. but Omega Men.. oh they are some exceptional brothas.. I've seen them, I want one. And lets not get it twisted, this aint about his letters, he has so much more to offer me than that, but they are a plus because I know he's involved, and he works hard, an achiever hell his GPA is better than mine (who knew jocks had brains) AND he's a gentleman.. or that could be a front. Who knows? But I'm willing to find out.