I'm such a Wimp

.. Guess what I'm doing right now?? Hiding out in my house! Playing hookie from the gym.. that I pay 30 dollars a month to utilize.. today would have been my first official day BUT when an associate asked me to come she failed to mention she would be with a group.. Ok.. now the reason I joined a 24hr gym in the first place was so that I could work out... uninterrupted and alone if I wasn't gonna be with a friend.. not so an entire group of ppl can watch how my thighs jiggle when I run. Yes, I am very self conscious, I wanna lose about 30 or so lbs and I do not want to do it in front of a bunch of skinny women.. there's a quote that goes something like this "A womans greatest joy is finding a woman fatter than she is".... can't recall who that is by but umm, you get my drift. I'll just wait till 2 in the morning to go.. alone.